I need some updates!

I don't know what else to update in this blog. Can I borrow this blog to express whatever I'm feeling? =( have to ask permission first.

I know the owner is back at his hometown. hehe. That is good to know. I bet he is enjoying the comfort of his home, mum's cooking and probably scolding his brother for playing too much DOTA. lolx. Or if he is going online he is probably watching Youtube for facebooking. Most probably playing Pet Society. -___-"

haha I'm randomly babbling away because:

1. I don't like seeing an abandoned blog


2. I don't know what else to write!

please update me!!!

I know! lets talk about crushes etc etc...it feels weird writing in a blog where you ask questions but there is no answers.

I don't know why, for me...if someone has a crush on me and I don't have the same feelings for that person...I can't act normally with them. ESPECIALLY after how they made it "obvious!" The type where you already know because suddenly they started acting really weird with you but at the same time they don't want people to know. -__________-"!

How does one behave normally??? I really admire people for being able to hang in there and just act like nothing has happened. like the owner! how do you do it!!! teach me!!! Even for the sake of saving a friendship, I don't know how it is done.

Maybe I'm not really into the mushy/lovey dovey kind of stuff...so too much intimacy kind of creeps me out.

Maybe Facebook quiz is right~ I need a guy who is more like my best friend rather than a guy who suffocates me with a little too much love. okay~ why on earth am I writing about my personal references in my friends blog -__-" I'm sorry yea! Hope you don't mind...

Let's not get astray.

Another thing, how does one try to attract the other party? Like say the girl does not like you, how do you get the girl to like you? vice versa with the guys. Plus, by making the opposite gender like you does that mean you are defying fate? Are you bound to break up because both of you did not simultaneously fall for each other?

Sometimes you have to follow your own heart and create your own fate. Some might say, fate will take its course and what is meant to be yours will be yours. This topic is SO subjective!!!

I just want a boyfriend..so hard to solve meh ? =( greattt now I sound desperate..oh well..no one is going to read this is there? lolx

okay. I'll stop here. haha

I'll find another topic to talk about another day. Or atleast when I get updated...

bye! <3