id final 前几天，为了不让自己打瞌睡，晚上猛喝了3in1nescafe rich, 喝死我了，但效果不错，可以耐到5，6点，但接下来几天的效果就没那么好了，身体越来越累...更没想到会发生的事是3d max 出了问题!!!wth!!! 都什么时候了，还跟我来这些问题...害我的3dmax perspective 做到像大便...有点失望~~presentation那时，被批评到~~~T¬T, concept no good, not enough clear and yourself also didn much understand your own concept, perspective no design...
在这之前，还先问一句,
''which state people you are?''
''kedah...''
''看了我的东西一下，再问我''hmm...kedah people suppose to be very hardworking right?''
wthhhh!!!!kedah state didn got lazy people one meh harrrr????
must all hardworking one arrrr???
每次都会先问你是哪里人？烦死了!!!我已经尽了我最最最大的努力和精神了，可是只欠东风（3dmax有问题），你还要我怎样？？我也不想的...问了才知道，不只是我一个人面对问题，几乎所有人都遇到了不一样的问题，在presentation之前...
总之，不好不好不好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!真担心不能顺利上sem5...
昨天，和一位在ns认识的朋友聊上了，她现在在读着american degree program,major in communicaation and psychology,
jj: ''why you like not very happy?''
me:''because of im interest in something but the thing turned up not as same as you think it is.''
jj:''do you mean you dont like it already?''
me:''still like la~''
jj:'' then what stopping you?''
me:''sometime no idea, no inspiration.''
jj:''lol...tell me what you do when you are free?''
me:''nothing much...read novel,magazine,online and facebooking lo,haha~~''(-.-''')
(i know its very shamed to say that...)
jj:''DONG!DONG!If you want inspiration, you have to go out.''
me:''go out???go where??''
jj:''you study interior design right?if you stay at home so often,what idea and inspiration also will finish using.''
me:''ya,i think you are right,i really very less go out 1.''
jj:''you dont have to go far,for example,take a novel, go to the train, just sit in the train, see where you go, pick a place, just go down and explore, take some photos, like the lakes or maybe people.Everyone have the same brain, just see how you do with it.IF YOU WANNA TO BE CREATIVE, THERE IS A RISK, THERE IS EXPLORING.''
真的，和她聊过后，真的受益不少，从来没想过，真的觉得自己太不想话了，就好像自己被关在一个鸟笼里，钥匙明明就在自己眼前，但不敢拿起那把钥匙，放自己出去，怕遇到挫折，或怕自己变得太设计师，看看zaha hadid，很神，但我不想像她那种样子...赶id的时候，都是那么的疲惫，辛苦，还打破自己的纪录，《two days didn step out of the house》和《two days didn touch my bed》...但过后不觉得出奇，因为我想，未来会比这些够力很多倍。
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