Dad, Mom, and friends,Thanks!!!

Before this, i want to spit out what had really happened this few days before my birthday.

Firstly,i want to say is that i'm not that happy during my internship life! I am not satisfied with all my works that i done in the office. And i hate myself when disable to finish my works in time. I bet that my boss and others colleague think that i'm useless because i had done nothing right except for those little little things. Sometime i think that boss should'n waste that RM500 to hire me at the first time. I really cannot design while under the pressure in the office. I just can't think something creative while sitting in front of the low speed respond pc and beside the stupid, noisy, and radioactive photocopy machine. Now i realised that we must do well in whatever matter because people will treat and speak and laugh with you and its 360 degree different went you didn't do things nicely. The first time i felt that the world is so that reality then i thought it was. I remembered that boss and one of my colleague asked me is it really the right course i took, and if you realised that you really not good in design, you can go for technical, BQ or other than designing. But the answer in yours and just yourself know how to figure it out. I stunned and speakless. Am i taking right course? Is that the work that you want to do everyday in the future. I asking myself. Now i'm in semester 5, mid term ID assessment just over yesterday and after few months i'm going to semester 6 and now i asking myself that?! I cannot find a good reason that convince myself i not regret taking this subject...Honestly, from the deep from my heart, i want to take music. i really want to learn it. Violin or piano. I wish i could learn any of the music instrument before i die. What a great invention that can create such beautiful sound. Before this, I'm thinking that whether i should go earn money after graduate ad use the money to continue study music. And before that i need to learn a music instrument before start studying music.

Second, its about ID assessment. Ann, Peggy(which is my group members) and me rushing non stop for few days to finish our department store project. We set a time to finish our works but always did it over the time and lots of problem and small small things keep appear when we try to finish it, this one haven do yet, that one haven do yet...Our presentation time is 9.30am in the next day, but we finished and printed them out at around 12.00pm. We really scared that we will be like the office project(Sem 4 final project, we late and did it not nice and lastly we failed) When the previous group presenting, the lectures also seem like not in the good mood. But thanks god, we managed to handle the situation. We were so exhausted because of didn't sleep for whole day, so we keep presenting and talked about our project and the lectures seem ok for our works.(also due to we three keep showing works progress in the class) It is the most expensive printing which cost us RM280(haven't add in other expenses!) Anyway, it's so funny and yet its memorable especially doing the case study in the Parkson, KLCC and its really nice to done it in group. Spent lots of time with them both and learned lots of things. We three didn't quarrel at all during the group work and every time i went to their place, sure got something to eat. So nice group with ladies~~ We tried our best to accept our ideas and comments and they are good in cooperate and programming too. Felt so lucky. We wish to finish it early so that we can rest but when its came to the end, you will ask why the time move so fast and wish to stay more longer.






Lastly, 21st July was my 20 years old birthday! But not that enjoyed because of internship. I could go celebrate whole day or go back to hometown if doesn't have the shit internship. I want to share the joy so that i called back home. I remind them that it is my birthday, i knew that they sure forgot our birthday because they even didn't remember their birthday. I don't know whether they really forgot it or what...The birthday is already mean nothing to them.

Me: today is my birthday oo~^^
Mom: Happy Birthday lo, then so what? birthday ma birthday lo...haiya
Me: =.=''

It's nothing but i really want to thanks my mom for gave birth for me 20 years ago. Opps..and also my dad, if no dad then no me too... We should celebrate with our parents because they are the people who suffered and risked their life when giving birth to us! One of my birthday wish which is can go back to hometown to have a dinner with them. Really long time didn't see them. I really missing them. But, my dear classmates do celebrate with me! Love them very much! At night after work, three pretty girls accompanied me to have a dinner with me, so touched. After dinner we went to play games before went sing k and that's tiring. And lastly, we went for a movie-'Knight and Day'. Quite ok the movie and i though i will fall asleep in the cinema but luckily the movie was quite funny so i stayed awake. Felt so happy and satisfied to play all night. So nice people la all of them~~






Already 1/5 of my lifespan, 20 years old! So fast the time past...