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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Dad, Mom, and friends,Thanks!!!
Before this, i want to spit out what had really happened this few days before my birthday.
Firstly,i want to say is that i'm not that happy during my internship life! I am not satisfied with all my works that i done in the office. And i hate myself when disable to finish my works in time. I bet that my boss and others colleague think that i'm useless because i had done nothing right except for those little little things. Sometime i think that boss should'n waste that RM500 to hire me at the first time. I really cannot design while under the pressure in the office. I just can't think something creative while sitting in front of the low speed respond pc and beside the stupid, noisy, and radioactive photocopy machine. Now i realised that we must do well in whatever matter because people will treat and speak and laugh with you and its 360 degree different went you didn't do things nicely. The first time i felt that the world is so that reality then i thought it was. I remembered that boss and one of my colleague asked me is it really the right course i took, and if you realised that you really not good in design, you can go for technical, BQ or other than designing. But the answer in yours and just yourself know how to figure it out. I stunned and speakless. Am i taking right course? Is that the work that you want to do everyday in the future. I asking myself. Now i'm in semester 5, mid term ID assessment just over yesterday and after few months i'm going to semester 6 and now i asking myself that?! I cannot find a good reason that convince myself i not regret taking this subject...Honestly, from the deep from my heart, i want to take music. i really want to learn it. Violin or piano. I wish i could learn any of the music instrument before i die. What a great invention that can create such beautiful sound. Before this, I'm thinking that whether i should go earn money after graduate ad use the money to continue study music. And before that i need to learn a music instrument before start studying music.
Second, its about ID assessment. Ann, Peggy(which is my group members) and me rushing non stop for few days to finish our department store project. We set a time to finish our works but always did it over the time and lots of problem and small small things keep appear when we try to finish it, this one haven do yet, that one haven do yet...Our presentation time is 9.30am in the next day, but we finished and printed them out at around 12.00pm. We really scared that we will be like the office project(Sem 4 final project, we late and did it not nice and lastly we failed) When the previous group presenting, the lectures also seem like not in the good mood. But thanks god, we managed to handle the situation. We were so exhausted because of didn't sleep for whole day, so we keep presenting and talked about our project and the lectures seem ok for our works.(also due to we three keep showing works progress in the class) It is the most expensive printing which cost us RM280(haven't add in other expenses!) Anyway, it's so funny and yet its memorable especially doing the case study in the Parkson, KLCC and its really nice to done it in group. Spent lots of time with them both and learned lots of things. We three didn't quarrel at all during the group work and every time i went to their place, sure got something to eat. So nice group with ladies~~ We tried our best to accept our ideas and comments and they are good in cooperate and programming too. Felt so lucky. We wish to finish it early so that we can rest but when its came to the end, you will ask why the time move so fast and wish to stay more longer.
Lastly, 21st July was my 20 years old birthday! But not that enjoyed because of internship. I could go celebrate whole day or go back to hometown if doesn't have the shit internship. I want to share the joy so that i called back home. I remind them that it is my birthday, i knew that they sure forgot our birthday because they even didn't remember their birthday. I don't know whether they really forgot it or what...The birthday is already mean nothing to them.
Me: today is my birthday oo~^^
Mom: Happy Birthday lo, then so what? birthday ma birthday lo...haiya
Me: =.=''
It's nothing but i really want to thanks my mom for gave birth for me 20 years ago. Opps..and also my dad, if no dad then no me too... We should celebrate with our parents because they are the people who suffered and risked their life when giving birth to us! One of my birthday wish which is can go back to hometown to have a dinner with them. Really long time didn't see them. I really missing them. But, my dear classmates do celebrate with me! Love them very much! At night after work, three pretty girls accompanied me to have a dinner with me, so touched. After dinner we went to play games before went sing k and that's tiring. And lastly, we went for a movie-'Knight and Day'. Quite ok the movie and i though i will fall asleep in the cinema but luckily the movie was quite funny so i stayed awake. Felt so happy and satisfied to play all night. So nice people la all of them~~
Already 1/5 of my lifespan, 20 years old! So fast the time past...
Firstly,i want to say is that i'm not that happy during my internship life! I am not satisfied with all my works that i done in the office. And i hate myself when disable to finish my works in time. I bet that my boss and others colleague think that i'm useless because i had done nothing right except for those little little things. Sometime i think that boss should'n waste that RM500 to hire me at the first time. I really cannot design while under the pressure in the office. I just can't think something creative while sitting in front of the low speed respond pc and beside the stupid, noisy, and radioactive photocopy machine. Now i realised that we must do well in whatever matter because people will treat and speak and laugh with you and its 360 degree different went you didn't do things nicely. The first time i felt that the world is so that reality then i thought it was. I remembered that boss and one of my colleague asked me is it really the right course i took, and if you realised that you really not good in design, you can go for technical, BQ or other than designing. But the answer in yours and just yourself know how to figure it out. I stunned and speakless. Am i taking right course? Is that the work that you want to do everyday in the future. I asking myself. Now i'm in semester 5, mid term ID assessment just over yesterday and after few months i'm going to semester 6 and now i asking myself that?! I cannot find a good reason that convince myself i not regret taking this subject...Honestly, from the deep from my heart, i want to take music. i really want to learn it. Violin or piano. I wish i could learn any of the music instrument before i die. What a great invention that can create such beautiful sound. Before this, I'm thinking that whether i should go earn money after graduate ad use the money to continue study music. And before that i need to learn a music instrument before start studying music.
Second, its about ID assessment. Ann, Peggy(which is my group members) and me rushing non stop for few days to finish our department store project. We set a time to finish our works but always did it over the time and lots of problem and small small things keep appear when we try to finish it, this one haven do yet, that one haven do yet...Our presentation time is 9.30am in the next day, but we finished and printed them out at around 12.00pm. We really scared that we will be like the office project(Sem 4 final project, we late and did it not nice and lastly we failed) When the previous group presenting, the lectures also seem like not in the good mood. But thanks god, we managed to handle the situation. We were so exhausted because of didn't sleep for whole day, so we keep presenting and talked about our project and the lectures seem ok for our works.(also due to we three keep showing works progress in the class) It is the most expensive printing which cost us RM280(haven't add in other expenses!) Anyway, it's so funny and yet its memorable especially doing the case study in the Parkson, KLCC and its really nice to done it in group. Spent lots of time with them both and learned lots of things. We three didn't quarrel at all during the group work and every time i went to their place, sure got something to eat. So nice group with ladies~~ We tried our best to accept our ideas and comments and they are good in cooperate and programming too. Felt so lucky. We wish to finish it early so that we can rest but when its came to the end, you will ask why the time move so fast and wish to stay more longer.
Lastly, 21st July was my 20 years old birthday! But not that enjoyed because of internship. I could go celebrate whole day or go back to hometown if doesn't have the shit internship. I want to share the joy so that i called back home. I remind them that it is my birthday, i knew that they sure forgot our birthday because they even didn't remember their birthday. I don't know whether they really forgot it or what...The birthday is already mean nothing to them.
Me: today is my birthday oo~^^
Mom: Happy Birthday lo, then so what? birthday ma birthday lo...haiya
Me: =.=''
It's nothing but i really want to thanks my mom for gave birth for me 20 years ago. Opps..and also my dad, if no dad then no me too... We should celebrate with our parents because they are the people who suffered and risked their life when giving birth to us! One of my birthday wish which is can go back to hometown to have a dinner with them. Really long time didn't see them. I really missing them. But, my dear classmates do celebrate with me! Love them very much! At night after work, three pretty girls accompanied me to have a dinner with me, so touched. After dinner we went to play games before went sing k and that's tiring. And lastly, we went for a movie-'Knight and Day'. Quite ok the movie and i though i will fall asleep in the cinema but luckily the movie was quite funny so i stayed awake. Felt so happy and satisfied to play all night. So nice people la all of them~~
Already 1/5 of my lifespan, 20 years old! So fast the time past...
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
photo photo~~
Been thinking since long time ago, which is extremely eagerly want to have a CAMERA!
Camera oh camera~~ i want you~~~ just you wait, wait the time i collect all my internship salary...slr..or digital...or lomo...
nah...dont want lomo, lomo for me is just like a toy, a toy for fun and not for long,plus need to wash just can see the photos. Its true its full of surprise and the colour is rich too...
Asked lots of info from my friends, whether want to buy a slr or digital, they answered slr is quite useful for design student like us and can play with the functions. Researches for slr and digital cameras, digital cameras nowadays the functions quite alike with the slr...but hmph my first choice still slr, searching for a smaller size slr.
Found something very interesting about photograph thing, about tilt shift photography. Some photos by Olivo Barbieri. He is taking photos of famous landmarks from above whilst riding a helicopter and using a special “tilt shift lens” to create the illusion that the scenery is actually an incredibly detailed model. In his photos, landmarks such as The Coliseum in Rome to deserts in Las Vegas all appear as tiny macro-like versions of themselves when in fact you are looking at the real thing. You can also search for this website: www.uniqlo.com/calendar/
I love the effect how they shoot the view,at first you will though it is fake because of the color, you will though it is a model but actually it is real!
Camera oh camera~~ i want you~~~ just you wait, wait the time i collect all my internship salary...slr..or digital...or lomo...
nah...dont want lomo, lomo for me is just like a toy, a toy for fun and not for long,plus need to wash just can see the photos. Its true its full of surprise and the colour is rich too...
Asked lots of info from my friends, whether want to buy a slr or digital, they answered slr is quite useful for design student like us and can play with the functions. Researches for slr and digital cameras, digital cameras nowadays the functions quite alike with the slr...but hmph my first choice still slr, searching for a smaller size slr.
Found something very interesting about photograph thing, about tilt shift photography. Some photos by Olivo Barbieri. He is taking photos of famous landmarks from above whilst riding a helicopter and using a special “tilt shift lens” to create the illusion that the scenery is actually an incredibly detailed model. In his photos, landmarks such as The Coliseum in Rome to deserts in Las Vegas all appear as tiny macro-like versions of themselves when in fact you are looking at the real thing. You can also search for this website: www.uniqlo.com/calendar/
I love the effect how they shoot the view,at first you will though it is fake because of the color, you will though it is a model but actually it is real!
Friday, June 25, 2010
Playing games
Life is just like playing games. When you playing a game, you increase the level of the characters or whatever and it's HP and EXP will also increasing too. More higher the level, more powerful the character. Thats happen in our life too,isn't it? We always try to make ourselves better. Since we were born, our experiences(EXP) is increasing. And we also got to make sure our health status(HP) is in good condition.
What you think?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Felt very emotional and depressed today and dont know how to get rid of it. Emo, very very emo... Sitting on the wc for dont know how long and thinking for nothing... all things just flashed through my mind non stop and i dont know why i just cannot stop thinking of it. I just dont why i like to think nonstop and think for pointless things. I just cannot focused on certain thing. I already told myself that is useless for me just to think and didnt do it. But after that i also keep thinking of it. Felt so frustrating when the boss said my design are so 'dead', tell me to 'twist' a bit. And i realised that when i use this kind of design, she rejected but can on other people. Felt so helpless... What thing can i do or handle it better? Why im so useless and stupid? Talk with mom ,cried and felt sooo relieved. I dont remember when the last time i cried? Felt so calm listening to her warm voice, pulled me out of the dark.Thank you,mom, miss you so much...
Monday, June 7, 2010
Today after class, i accompany some of the girls to shop for some groceries. Actually i also want to buy some stuff so i followed them. After i bought my staff at household department, on the way to meet one of my friend whose window shopping beside the store, i saw a kid ran toward a rubbish bin and spat something on it. And i said ''what the heck!!'' its very disgusting and its in i don't know, green color!? i don't know what things that kids just ate! i'm thinking why have such the kid? Why do they have such behavior? So after that i'm like just ignore it and think that someone maybe the staff will clean it up...
So after that when we went shopping in the food store, passing the cold storage staff all that, i'm decided to choose some fresh milk for my breakfast, i saw 4 kids standing near the refrigerator which the yogurt drinks for sales. At first i thought its nothing but after that their behavior became a little furtive and i heard one of the kid said ''lindung dia, lindung dia.'' Then another kid took a bottle of the yogurt drink and hide inside his cloth. Then i said another ''what the heck!!!!'' I stood there and stared at the direction of them and hoping they will notice that someone is watching them so they will feel scare and put back the thing. But i was wrong, they not even notice my existence although i'm stood quite near to them. And i just let the crime happened and i didn't even find way to stop them. At that moment, i'm thinking that naa~ it's just a small bottle of yogurt drink and its just small matter. But wrong again, if they succeed this time, they would steal second time again and its maybe a bigger criminal case. I should have shout at them at time and maybe will stop the crime happened and it also gives some lessons to those kids. But why didn't i shout or do something at that time? WHY?? Why did i just let it happened??
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