Finally! We had our convocation after waiting several months. Waiting so long just for few hours convocation! So glad that I got chance to meet friends that didn't met each other since finished study in college. Everybody are different now. People and things changed. Few of them already continue their undergraduate overseas. Kinda sad can't meet them all in the convocation. But feel proud that they represent MIA and of course themselves at foreign countries and I pretty sure that they will make our nation proud in the future. They are all top students you see. Frankly, I'm not that smart and rich enough to continue study oversea. I knew that we can apply loan for that but I already loaned PTPTN while studying in MIA so I'm not gonna apply anymore. I not gonna to pay them with my whole life! Look at the interest they charged you! Well said Annie's cousin, we're not necessary to continue studies immediately. And well said Ms Elizabeth at education fair, you not going to pay that amount of money just to get a lower grade at there. I know my own capability. I'm not smart like you guys. I just scare I not able to catch up and left behind. I don't want to waste that money. That's really expensive. It is burden for us. We can't afford that. Sorry to let you guys down. I will find other ways. Okay, back to the convocation. I felt pretty excited that I wore my graduation gown for the first time. And there's meaning of the way how to put the tassel. My mom and my mom's sister attended. Sorry to say this but I really wish that that is my mom and dad who attend my convocation. My dad can't attend because he cannot let go his works. I understand that. And the air tickets cost me a lot. I swear that I never repeat this stupid things anymore. I asked, not wrong but inappropriate people to book the air tickets for me. I not that rich to pay for the 'buy on the spot tickets'. You know how the price of the tickets are different with the 'early book online tickets'??? I can save a lots from there! Fxxx! I don't have enough money to pay for it and now I owe people favors again. I don't like this kind of feelings. But need to thank them anyway and miss Annie too , to let me cooperate with her to do the freelance job. I need some money to pay the tickets. Okay, need to stop all this nagging, here come the pictures. :)
<3 you mom :) and of course all of you, buddies!
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