Not a big deal, it just a convo

Finally! We had our convocation after waiting several months. Waiting so long just for few hours convocation! So glad that I got chance to meet friends that didn't met each other since finished study in college. Everybody are different now. People and things changed. Few of them already continue their undergraduate overseas. Kinda sad can't meet them all in the convocation. But feel proud that they represent MIA and of course themselves at foreign countries and I pretty sure that they will make our nation proud in the future. They are all top students you see. Frankly, I'm not that smart and rich enough to continue study oversea. I knew that we can apply loan for that but I already loaned PTPTN while studying in MIA so I'm not gonna apply anymore. I not gonna to pay them with my whole life! Look at the interest they charged you! Well said Annie's cousin, we're not necessary to continue studies immediately. And well said Ms Elizabeth at education fair, you not going to pay that amount of money just to get a lower grade at there. I know my own capability. I'm not smart like you guys. I just scare I not able to catch up and left behind. I don't want to waste that money. That's really expensive. It is burden for us. We can't afford that. Sorry to let you guys down. I will find other ways. Okay, back to the convocation. I felt pretty excited that I wore my graduation gown for the first time. And there's meaning of the way how to put the tassel. My mom and my mom's sister attended. Sorry to say this but I really wish that that is my mom and dad who attend my convocation. My dad can't attend because he cannot let go his works. I understand that. And the air tickets cost me a lot. I swear that I never repeat this stupid things anymore. I asked, not wrong but inappropriate people to book the air tickets for me. I not that rich to pay for the 'buy on the spot tickets'. You know how the price of the tickets are different with the 'early book online tickets'??? I can save a lots from there! Fxxx! I don't have enough money to pay for it and now I owe people favors again. I don't like this kind of feelings. But need to thank them anyway and miss Annie too , to let me cooperate with her to do the freelance job. I need some money to pay the tickets. Okay, need to stop all this nagging, here come the pictures. :) 

<3 you mom :) and of course all of you, buddies!

Random thoughts

Feeling kinda sad when moved from a place to another strange place. I don't like to move. Its so troublesome to move when you already settled down and ready to get used to the environment. Its feel odd when you wake up in a different place. For me at least. It so difficult for me to fit into a new place. A place where everything totally new to me. That make me feel insecure. Same to thought too. It happens when something just go into your mind and tell you to change your plan. I need sometime to adapt, to adjust. I can't flick and change it just like that! Too many to think, too many to handle. But what to do? Its for my own sake. Mom told me, that's no time to think for other people, think for yourself ok? I want to go home. This time I really do. I don't have my own, private place now. My own space. I need a place where I can really relax and do nothing and don't have to think of other things. Anything. What's the point that the place you live is free but can't give you comfort and the feel that you so called home? Maybe I will leave when I reached my limit. This is not what I want. All of them. Really sorry to say that. People always called you a playboy when you try to find mates in the same time but why they never think of people are just searching for their true love? Just a random thought of mine. Its hurt. It really do hurt. Its a process. Need to go though it, survive and be safe. Hoping that I could learn a bit and hate myself know how to give but don't know how to take. Feel fear to take. Need to change that. Put it in the list...

Westlife Gravity Tour Concert

Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!Westlife!.....

 This is the name that we yelled that night!

That's right! They are Westlife! Its their Gravity Tour 2011 Concert. Real Westlife standing in front of us and not in the TV screen! Love them since i was in primary school, they're my sis's idol not me, but I love their songs so much. Every songs! Kind of sad when 5 became 4...but its okay, they are always awesome anyhow. Went there with Joe. Bought the affordable free seat ticket. So thrilled to sit in my very first concert! So worth it although they sang for just 2 hours but I can really felt that their voices really great and its like playing CD. We didn't eat anything before the concert because we scare that the traffic will jam and this Friday night. We scare we can't make it on time, so we reached there earlier, but Westlife started sing at 9 o clock instead of 8.30. Duh... but we forgave them. Big stars are like this one la...

Not bad, Westlife still so popular after all there years, and we will always love you! <3

 

 Awesome band!

 Other than Westlife, the thing I really like is their lighting. I love the way they mix the different colors of lights to create a, i would call them lovely ambient. Now I can feel the different between you see them on the spot and the TV screen. I glad that I went to see their live concert.

 Cute outfits and sorry to say that they really good in cover other's singer songs.

They sang Rihanna, Lady Gaga, Coldplay, Daughtry's songs that night.

 Super love this moment! They're singing [You Rise Me Up] and we all turn up our phone flash or light. And its like thousand of stars twinkling inside the stadium! I believed that this is not fresh in the concert because so many people was doing that. But that was my first time, so I really do enjoy it. That's really cool for me and happy that I can experienced that in their concert. :)

Anchor outfits and last song. 

Look forward to their next concert!

Hot Hot Penang

好久没写了，我也不知道用这句开场白几次了...做工也有几个月了，可以说时间是用飞的，一下就是十月了。

十月了！

又一下就是过年了！

这几个月发生了很多事，碰到了很多次瓶颈。是连续地来...真是让我措手不及啊~(翘舌)哈！但我觉得没关系，反正老板不急，我急有什么屁用？有些是不是我不在意，是我在意了又有什么用？很熟吧这句。我本身不够经验的问题，老板的问题，顾客的问题，同事的问题，感情的问题，金钱的问题...很多很多...但我想这都是对我的考验，凡是都有个结果。我现在都是在“收集”[经验]，我这年龄最重要的是经验，我相信它可以把我变得更好。

哦给~这拖了很就才有时间坐下来好好的回想有什么可以写的。马来西亚日和同事四人游去了槟城，还是很兴奋，而且还是从KL驾车上去，累~ 但还是值得。有不愉快的事情发生，但我觉得凡事会发生都有它自己的原因所在，只是我们有时没搞清楚一个人的苦衷还是原因，就判死了一个人...


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就是这个地板啦，一旦有人走过就很吵...

像往常一样，我们都会步行在乔治市里，被淹没在古色古香的气息里。每次去都会有不同的发现，也有不一样的体会。

其中一个理由让我们再次回来的原因是乔治市那可爱又吸引人的店面。

马来西亚其实是比我们想的美！知不知道？只是我们都还没察觉。

就连坟墓都是个很美丽的地方。

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